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Testing, testing.

It’s strange coming across this old blog now, two years later. It seems I always write when I’m melancholy, but never when I’m happy. And I’ve been happy in these past two years since I last wrote here, so I … Continue reading

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Double Awkwardness.

“Double Awkwardness” Funny running into you here, my dearHow I had hoped not to see your face again‘Out of sight, out of mind’ had been working well for meAnd yet here we are now, sharing the same evening plans A … Continue reading

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That Awkward Moment.

That awkward moment when the guy who turned you down because he wasn’t ready for a relationship tells you he’s in a relationship with someone else.

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i know…

i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know… i’m gonna leave … Continue reading

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resentment.

nov. 4, 2012. bitterness and resentment is a difficult thing to remove, it seems. i always thought i was good at managing my emotions. but this young’n is kind of getting the better of me. if i can’t learn how to … Continue reading

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Maturity.

It’s better to be older. I love the mind I have now. Youth is kind of a silly and annoying place to be in and I never want to go back to that level of cluelessness.

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Freddie.

Attended the wake of my friend Freddie Cadiz earlier this evening. He was a Puerto Rican born Vietnam War vet, Democrat, artist, moocher of cigarettes and Metrocards, and local Lower East Side hustler. We’d often walk down Rivington Street together … Continue reading

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Ageing.

Ageing…is somewhat like the gradual onset of winter. During the spring and summer months you sort of dread the idea of it being freezing cold later in the year. But gradually the days start getting shorter, and the winds start … Continue reading

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